DEFENDER'S RAP

• I've been alone, haven't found a place to call home, not yet, I've met my debt, my self esteem is like a burned out cigarette
• I just wanna forget, the times that hurt, keep in the dirt, I put effort into my life, yet I don't feel alive
• I've been crying myself to sleep, all they say is "your a creep", they treat me like I'm not normal, but man that's mortal.
• Been dull about the devil, I mean I may just be mental, but I can't find a settle place to lay my head, god give me a break I'm just suffering.
• I know I make mistakes, I know who I am, I'm proud of what I've learned in my life span. I'm me, not worried about the money, listen honey.
• Call me a mistake all you want, tell me that my life ain't worth a drop, I might have been a flop, but I've been shot in places that can't be healed, my mind is on relapse of cracks in my past, I know I make mistakes, but that's part of life.
• They try to come hit me with that bullshit, they tryna make me explode, cut me some slack , I have a sucky past , but at least I've managed to make a good comeback.
• I might be crazy but I'm free, I'm not fakin' , It's not me, I'm not afraid to be who I am, I don't need filters for instagram, Man being fake is pretty wham.
• Alone in a van suffering ain't gunna get me no where in life, I've sacrificed my wife, my life, my career to tryna help people heal, cause I know what's real.
• I love my family, I love my friends, I want my fans to have a hand, they need to understand that when life has it's battles, they don't stand alone, they don't need no microphone, we can hear em' we're here to help, praise the lord, That I can afford all the money and the time that it takes to keep them from suffering.
• Mic drop.