DEFENDER'S RAP

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• It ain't no secret, I'm always vocal with the way I feel
• I don't wanna be alive, depression is gonna get me killed
• Family says I need help but I don't think they fucking get it
• What I feel is carved inside my heart and it's deeply embedded
• I-I-I wish it was that simple, I wish this made me stronger, but instead It has left me crippled
• It's hard for me to smile and when I do It's fabricated
• I'm slowly breaking down and my happiness is barricaded
• I fucking hate this shit, numb the pain by taking sips
• Every time I'm sober I just want to slit my fucking wrists
• Hoping I will bleed to death, choking till I lose my breath
• Father, please forgive me, but I can't go on within my flesh
• Death seems like the only route, only place where peace is found
• Mom and Dad I love you, and I'm sorry If I let you down, but I can't take no more
• My heart is fucking torn, I wish this was a nightmare, wish I was never