DEFENDER'S RAP

• tried to keep my streak clean,
• but u never far from that strychnine
• fuckin vermin too smart for poisoning
• cant see my feet for all that rat shit
• 1 slip up and life hit u on the chin
• I feel somethin moving under my skin
• hearing voices and my head spin
• as if something is invading
• I usually overthink everything
• to avoid this happening
• but theres always that lil somethin
• never expected that ur best friend can turn on u
• unthinkable, u think it cat be true
• wake the fuck up cuz it might happen to u
• u let a fool tell u what to do
• too cool for school now u a a vegetable
• cuz u been utilized like a tool
• to break you by faking and betting on u
• too see if u make it through
• to make a profit out of u
• u barely made it out of pre school
• thinkin life of crime was cool
• cuz everybody else was doin it too
• but u miss the part where life is cruel
• the scapegoat was surprised too
• because it happened out of the blue
• how u ended up here is pitifull.
• together with OG's,, rapists,
• cannibals
• how the fuck u gonna escape these
• but u really wanted to be a criminal
• your survival leaks like piss in the urinal
• 4 walls and no help to call for
• demons reside in these halls
• funny how u now see the wasted potential
• no intent wasn't even mentioned
• just a swift intervention
• now u fuckin feel the tension
• detention makes ppl insane son
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• tryin to nutt up in the showers
• as the soap drops, so does towels
• rape seed flower to be deflowered
• that rawness of what followed
• the sorrow, in a place so narrow
• and u tought u had super powers
• as the sweet faces turn sour
• thinkin back to than and now
• and how u didn't want to look like a coward
• how many of your homies got yo back now
• why u think yo bunk mate smiling so proud_
• somethings seems foul bout following him around
• that snickers on yo pillow u accidentally found
• it was the devils contract to keep yo soul bound
• many fields got ploved like that, pound 4 pound
• imagine getting raped every other hour
• until u don't even make a sound
• it don't even means the same now to be a coward
• who had yo back_ cuz now its the doctor
• makin sure to have that ass powdered
• so that u around for the next round
• and u felt to empowered when out with the crowd
• nobody fucked with u well they fuckin u now
• u raw for real now as u went all the way downwards
• those that act the hardest are the true cowards
• staring devil in the eyes u became a martyr
• anything in life now will just be a small bother
• hug yo fam cuz they really the most hardest
• most would walk a couple miles but they went fartherst
• their hearts bursting into shards, cause bro. trust me they kno
• 1 who wrote u the most is yo true blood brother
• yo ice berg that got yo back for real .
• b smarter
• u survived lifes boot cam that's designed
• to break the hardest of minds and u made it out alive
• now a survivor u a harsh reminder about the life of crime
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• if u aint the truest,
• than I don't know who is
• in that case fist in the fuckin ass
• till they start to piss
• bunch of clueless bitches
• u don't kknow shit bout vicious
• wat u kno bout rags to riches
• my motherfuckin dick itches
• gags n stitches
• don't u even flinch an inch
• tell me what a snitch is
• while ill go get the bleach
• do u know what a leach is
• the streets do speak
• listen to what it teaches