DEFENDER'S RAP

• Hook
• Help me I feel so numb
• Oh what have I become
• Oh god I feel so numb
• Oh what have I become
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• Verse-
• I watched my love in the burning flames
• The everlasting pain gnawing at my fucking brain
• But yet I feel numb I feel dumb and it's driving me insane
• So I take drugs just to take this edge away
• I swear to god nobody would care if I fucking died today
• Watch my lift drift away in to the dark abyss
• Fuck relationships these bitches are my nemesis
• Now I'm stuck here tryna reminisce without emphasis
• You keep texting me but I'm ignoring messages
• Telling me you love me and please dont fucking and this shit
• but it's too late I take the razor to my wrist cut a motherfucking slit
• Focus on the gash as I watch the blood drip (drip drip drip drip)
• (Hook)
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• Verse-
• I tried hard to love you but you were complicated
• Whatever the fuck I did with you I know it was three years wasted
• This hurt is bland and tasteless i wanna feel numb but I have to fucking face it
• My heart is broken man I have been cut open, snort cocaine for a method of coping
• I wanna fucking die so I'm gonna hang myself tonight and make this shit alright
• Goodnight.
• (Hook)