DEFENDER'S RAP

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• New day, Cut wrist next time is slit uh
• i don't wanna live tomorrow i don't wanna feel these sorrows
• they can choose who to follow but i don't wanna feel sorrow
• i don't wanna live no more, you reading this im on the floor
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• Mama you don't know the pain i feel
• crying in my room everyday and lying saying im okay
• but for real there might be a life i might steal
• my own i don't feel safe i feel like im alone
• get the gun i won't use it on no one but me
• i don't feel free im in a prison of pain
• my life is gloomy im with anxiety
• feel trapped feel like my brains been hijacked
• You don't feel pain people taking this for fame what a shame
• i don't wanna feel these sorrows, im not taking it no more tommorow
• X2
• New day, Cut wrist next time is slit uh
• i don't wanna live tomorrow i don't wanna feel these sorrows
• they can choose who to follow but i don't wanna feel sorrow
• i don't wanna live no more, you reading this im on the floor
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• Father,
• This is Goodbye, i don't want to cry no more i don't want to lie saying im
• fine i'm not i'm making a knot put around my neck ugh sweat coming down
• i know you reading this, but why did you let me do this
• why did you let me put 10 bullets, why did you im crying writing this
• no joke i got awoke spray people but now myself i feel like
• i'm dying i know you see this and while you read this i want you
• to think about how you never cared for me or how you never loved
• me we couldn't be family do you know the pain i feel fuck you
• you don't know this emotion i have your not with us you are sippin
• some poition i with depression dad
• i feel these sorrows i don't wanna feel them tommorow
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• New day, Cut wrist next time is slit uh
• i don't wanna live tomorrow i don't wanna feel these sorrows
• they can choose who to follow but i don't wanna feel sorrow
• i don't wanna live no more, you reading this im on the floor
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• Everybody im depressed as fuck, im stressed as fuck they
• don't have remedy for me they be saying shit but they don't whats up with me
• they think im crazy im just sad, really sad hey god where are you
• i need you with me i need help im yelling screaming in my room is it
• true if i kill myself im going to hell, i didnt want to live like this pretending im
• happy but im lying thats why i smile like this i can't even laugh like you do
• i might need xans to relax like "Whoo" i know you won't miss me
• people wont understand cause they don't feel me man like really
• why me? why this happens to me, why can i not be like someone normal
• i don't like these sorrows guess im gont tomorrow
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• Depression is real,
• Depression can hurt you,
• Talk to someone if you or someone you know is depressed,
• don't hurt yourself,
• don't take your own life,
• you can beat depression,
• You're not alone
• 1-800-273-8255