Battles youngkillah vs CHK_DEATHWISH
RULES
written only, must be about depressing moments in life
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- Dear mama,
- I never got to say goodbye
- I didn't really know you 'cause I was only 3 three years old on the day you lost
- your life
- 14 years pass by, haven't talked to you in awhile
- but not a day goes by where I don't gaze at the sky
- searchin' for a sign for a sign before I start to cry
- 'Cause I know you can't be proud of me now, I lie
- but life's pretty good though
- finally found a girl who's caught my eye
- but she don't feel the same, don't gotta be a genius to guess why
- Shit (pencil breaks)
- I remember believin' god was real
- Can't count the number of times I asked him why
- Used to blame myself when dad was gone
- I remember wishin' it was me in the ground
- Fuck my life
- I'm sorry if I let you down
- I really miss you at times
- wish you could see me hit a thousand likes
- find my wife
- teach my kids how to ride they bikes
- rock the stage and kill them mics
- feels like I can't write no more, it's too painful
- but I can't end it right there though
- bear through the pain there
- it's okay don't worry 'bout me
- I'll be gone in a couple of weeks
- pop a couple pill and give myself flushed cheeks
- lifes a girl you can't trust, see
- yet I can't give you my whole life story
- but answer me this
- if you could hear this, if you were here would you still trust me?
- hug me?
- and all them other things?
- All the things I need
- I see now all those times I didn't have to lie
- But I understand if you're the one askin' me why
- - I'm sorry
DEFENDER'S RAP
- Verse: someone help me get free from these chains to which I'm restrained.
- The teachers always look at me wrong because I misbehave. I'm scared of being alone
- When it comes to love man I'm not brave, I can't learn to let go when someone hurts me
- I embrace the pain. I encase my self in it till it becomes my sick addiction
- I'm the definition of twisted wicked and unforgiven
- Im facing insanit, doing shit in repetition
- Smoking on this cigarette just to release the tension.
- My life is fucked up I'm the epitome of depression
- Hook: I tried to walk away I tried to face my pain
- I tried to tell these people that I am not ok.
- But now this is a cry for help
- Please. I cannot do this myself
- This is a cry for help.
- I can't do this on my own I'm living in a
- Verse: I walk around wearing masks to subdue this pain.
- I'm isolated in silence, man it's making me insane
- Suicidal tendencies I intend to blow my brains all over the floor
- I'm isolated in this cage and I'm filled with evil rage.
- I won't be here next year so will someone please try to save?
- Or will they stand by as I start to deteriorate
- I can't reciprocate happiness so these doctors try to Medicate
- i walked my way and faced this pain I paid my dues that motherfucking nightmares slain.
- I'm tired of depression I'm tired of being broke
- I'm tired of being shy so when I speak I start to choke
- I'm tired of living life I'm tired of smoking dope
- I'm tired of waking up without a single shred of hope
- (Hook)
- Verse: sadness is my drug it is my spirits healing
- I walk around numb now, completely void of any feeling
- I'm sick of hiding away cuz these people used to stealing my heart and throwing it out
- I'm sick of telling people what they know about
- It's the same story in every line, tears misery sadness I wish I could rewind.
- I'm dying on the inside
- Someone save me from my sickened mind
- (hook)