DEFENDER'S RAP

• My momma said she was my best friend
• my momma said she'd be here til the very end
• my daddy said he wasn't ever gonna leave
• how could i have been so god damn naive
• now im sitting here, me myself and I
• the only thing to do is to slit my wrists and die
• i never thought i was gonna live to see the day
• where i just wanted it all to go, go go away
• Im kicking myself, beating myself til i get weak
• i just wanna drop down, down on my knees
• i just want it all to vanish and disappear
• Disappear the pain, disappear the fear
• the sunshine doesnt come anymore these days
• with no light there's, no place to stay
• So with these next few minutes gonna be a breeze
• im gonna finish it and cry myself to sleep
• to that endless sleep, to that endless end
• im gonna leave tonight, to be gone with the wind