DEFENDER'S RAP

• She said she was different,
• she said she would not leave,
• loyalty was what she preached,
• a vicar for a girlfriend,
• her sermon became more like a speech,
• days would pass and she would repeat and repeat,
• i would smile,
• it gave her satisfaction,
• she felt complete,
• alone time suddenly became us time,
• she never left.
• i could never breath,
• heaven became hell,
• freedom became illusory,
• matrix in the making,
• who i was became history,
• she told me to sit,
• she told me to stand,
• she told me to be a gentleman,
• she told me to romance,
• she told me to hold her hand,
• never dare,
• ignore other girl's,
• never stare,
• she felt this was bringing us closer,
• i knew it was pulling us apart,
• in my heart I knew it was time to leave,
• to say goodbye,
• to depart,
• But i could never bring myself around to breaking her heart,