CHALLENGER'S RAP

• i been praying for better days
• but lately nothing feels the same
• waiting on god to call my name
• cos i dont want this life
• watching the time past me by
• pretending its all alright
• trying to keep a smile on my face
• while i try to regain my strengths
• i try to stand tall but they knock me down
• i try to speak up but they shut me down im beginning to believe
• maybe its better off if im just not around, and I've been drowning
• but lately im slowly sinking down
• running out of time
• these hours are counting down
• like the twin towers falling
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• (2x)
• everything comes crashing down on me all the time
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• and im so sick of how ppl hurt me
• then act like it was nothing
• inject me with your venom
• then you wanna play victim
• then you wanna complain
• about how im not how i used to be
• wanna ask whats wrong with me
• what if i told you, your the source
• of whats changed me
• what if i told you
• you're the reason to why im hurting
• and i can forgive, but i won't forget
• the damage is done and did
• i hope you can sleep at night
• i hope you been eating right cos i cant
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• laying in the dark with a broken heart
• ain't no joke
• tears running down my face
• but im too numbed to make a sound
• blood running down my wrist
• im hardly breathing now
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• im waiting on god to call my name
• waiting on god to call my name
• cos i dont want this life (2x)
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• Breathe the air right out my lungs
• stop my heart beat (2x)
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• im waiting on god to call my name
• waiting on god to call my name
• cos i dont want this life (2x)
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• And i know they say life can be hard
• there are days that are bright
• and there are days that are dark
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• A heart can be warm
• But a heart can be cold (2x)
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• Breathe the air right out my lungs
• stop my heart beat (2x)
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• I got a long journey ahead of me
• gonna pack my bags
• this is the end of me
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• im waiting on god to call my name
• waiting on god to call my name
• cos i dont want this life (2x)