DEFENDER'S RAP

• Have you ever told a dark lie, that destroyed someone's life?
• I have, matter of fact it made people cry
• Exposing that I hate my family, that I wish they die
• All because they ruined my existence on this earth, destroyed my mind
• Through the mental abuse the stress they argued about
• It ruined me and my little sister's life, it made her pout.
• I said "Don't worry, don't listen to them shout,
• They always fight and they always work things out"
• But eventually things came to a breaking point
• When mom got a divorce and dad started smoking joints
• I couldn't live in that devil cursed home
• When my dad was abusive, he started to be insane in the dome
• Because the loneliness was getting to him, in his head
• He started to cry every night when he went to bed
• Sobbing over stuff about my mom, things he shouldn't of said
• Blaming us, he wanted to die, so one night I filled his body with led
• From my gun I bought from the money I saved, collecting in the shed
• Cops came the next night, asking what happen was I alright,
• How did this man die, was it during the night?
• I told them he tried to kill me, it was in self defense
• They believed me, so I lowered my own offense...
• Now I'm living on my own, making a decent wage
• Seeing things through a different age, and writing raps in my notebook,
• This one is over so I'll turn the page..