Battles  lonelygirl-135 vs Selfconstructive

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CHALLENGER'S RAP

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  • This is for all the ones who did suicide or tried to commit it. This is for you
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  • Just a young girl with depression
  • Feelings full of oppression
  • Been kicked and hit by society
  • Probably why I suffer from anxiety
  •  
  • yeah
  •  
  • You think you know me
  • But everyday I'm feelin so lonely
  • All these thoughts in my head are killing me
  • so damn slowly
  •  
  • I am a person of survival
  • but growing up that was never really my title
  • a young girl who became suicidal
  • and just wanting to end it all
  • Thinking no one is gonna care
  • My life just became a downfall and
  • I became a soldier with a battle scar
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  • You think you know me
  • But you don't know my story
  • When I told you I wasn't fine, you let it slip by
  • So, I kept it bottled inside
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  • You would think I'd have it great with all these fake smiles but
  • Don't ever judge a face or
  • think you can walk in the shoes they've laced
  • You'll never know what it's like till you've had a taste
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  • You think you know me
  • but you don't know I'm fighting constantly, mentally
  • but also physically and emotionally
  • And one day, I decided to just end it all
  • Knowing this world is not my place
  • feeling like a damn disgrace
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  • I was so damn close
  • but then I read a special poem
  • and thought, damn how can I be so selfish?
  • I always thought that I was worth nothing
  • But the one who gave me life thought I was something
  • and the one who wrote me that poem, I knew she
  • cared about me deeply
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  • You think you know me
  • But I'm just a mystery
  • You may rap cos you think it's cool
  • But I rap cos I want to escape my reality, it's so cruel
  • I never had a father but I pray to one who's higher
  • So go ahead and hate me, but I'll just be a fighter
  • I'll fight these depressing battles in my mind
  • and know that I have people helping me get through just fine
  • I was full of closed doors but for others
  • I'll just open them doors, because
  • honestly, depression just sucks
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DEFENDER'S RAP

  • You was rich as a child, never wanted for shit
  • And you ain't never ran a strip, you just running your lips
  • I know you wish you had a shorter nose
  • I wish your mom had a miscarriage and you was born in a toilet bowl
  • Or your dad splashed you right on your Momma face
  • Cause you like a hermaphrodite, a dickhead with a vagina Face
  • The nose, the clit, your mouth is the pussy hole
  • So don't get the lips on your pussy swole playing that pussy role
  • I got bars like phone car reception
  • But stay strapped like back packs, gat black, Biggie Smalls complexion
  • You ready to die, that 38 special lead like special Ed
  • It'll teach you retards a lesson
  • I grip that thing and I'm aiming at y'all direction
  • Hit your abdomen and strangle your mans and em with your small intestines
  • I'm what you call a veteran, I'm legendary
  • And you just a son of a bitch and its hereditary
  • If I was Math, you'd be dead already
  • Your picture on a obituary, bullet holes in your head already
  • You playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun nigga
  • And where the fuck is you from nigga
  • Iran, Pakistan or Lebanon?
  • Nevermind, I don't give a shit you fucking immigrant
  • I hope you green card get revoked you fucking degenerate
  • Explain this shit, You freestyle for free on some beginner shit
  • With the pen I'm sick, penmanship , I get paid to spit
  • And you ain't getting paid shit
  • If you add up all the money that you made from every battle that you ever had
  • That wouldn't even be half of what I'm getting paid for this
  • You make me sick, your rap style awkward as hell
  • You act all wild and rap loud
  • You think your bars sound hard cause you yell?
  • And you was in a group called crack city
  • But never sold no crack in your city, thats retarded as hell
  • Ayo this kid a clown
  • Look at his eyebrows this nigga hostile
  • Like Damn that man sound better than me with my style
  • I had to mimick how your style sound
  • To prove I can shit on you with any style
  • I'm moving my bows now, I'm the king bow down
  • And next time you get a cut, make the barbar trim the eyebrows down
  • My fans like Self you the best
  • Damn right I was battling before the cameras and the damn mics
  • Before facebook, before twitter and instagram lights
  • Worldstar, Vlad, Youtube and all em damn sites
  • I ain't battled in 12 years but I'm so damn nice
  • I hand write raps thats crack klu klax klan white
  • Yes your ass an A-rab, but you not the taliban type
  • Cause you ain't never pop off a chopper your whole damn life
  • Plus you an athias who dont believe that god exist
  • You went from allah akbar to a scientologist
  • You a homo, so I understand why you switch
  • Cause Islam dont accepts faggots that like riding dick
  • And how you Grape Street, fruit cup?
  • You wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
  • Banana clips'll crack your coconut
  • The toaster bust, remove everything from your shoulders up
  • Listen your head missing, the coffin can't open up
  • You choaking up like an asmatic that smoke too much
  • Dawg you like a k-nine cop, sniff coke too much
  • I'm like shooting up in a vein and my dip dope as fuck
  • My bars roaring all of your bars is baking soda'd up
  • Like having sex with a fractured pelvis you broke us fuck

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