DEFENDER'S RAP

• If you only knew what I go through on a daily basis
• It's insane the games have put me into mental stasis
• Struggled through marriage trying to make these changes
• I was love drunk but now I'm blowing through fucking cases
• I've fought my inner demons it's a battle I haven't won
• Its fucked up that I have to run, brains rattled every time I'm gone
• She was laying next to me when I forgot what it means to love
• She was not enough, I missed the feeling of
• Butterflies in my stomach, now there are skeletons in my closet
• I've completely lost it, it happens often, I yell and run off again
• Settle it with a ball and chain and page and pen
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• The pain i tried to hide, I tried her games
• She's constantly changing lanes
• She's honestly made me insane
• I'll possibly drink it all away, end it all today
• Serve her with papers in a court so i can finally rest my case
• I refuse to make amends for everything that i say
• She was fucking with my friends, she thought that was okay
• And now shes lying, shes gotta have the last word
• Says oh hes abusive hes an ignorant basterd
• If abuse if making her wear a chain so she dont fuck around
• Then welcome to the circus, next up is our lead clown
• So tell the lies make them jokes, laugh so fucking hard you choke
• Ill let my demons out and come to the surface
• Because if i am nothing, then youre the one whos worthless