DEFENDER'S RAP

• She told me that I'm the reason she didn't commit suicide,
• She told me that for two years, death was sweet in her eyes,
• She cries herself to sleep, with tears so painful they bleed,
• If it hadn't been for me, her life would've been in jeopardy,
• At night she asks me to sing her one of my melodies,
• Cause in her mind, my one voice sounds like a full symphony,
• Her life full of mysteries, and sinister visions peek,
• Her thoughts are constantly full of devilish menacing,
• She wishes she could be the referee of her story,
• Instead of darkened fiends writing her fucking history,
• Craves a loving family, a dad happily married,
• Instead of her dreams being buried and no one there helping,
• Every night spent lonely, no memories worth holding,
• A mother full of scolding in an apartment building,
• Razor blades in hand hoping her life will change slowly,
• She told me I'm the reason she didn't commit suicide,