DEFENDER'S RAP

• I m an AB rapper,about breakdown,no more said quietly,waiting for nothing except a little exit
• About to bow,eating a bowl of cold noodles,thinking of you,waiting for something unusual,usually I quit
• About to break,to drill the chill,overthinking never saying anything nor convincing,been knocking
• About to blow,burnings turned into warnings,every time I lost,haunted by your blurry image
• Honestly promised ,not fairly did,as I promised thought of a way to escape,of disordered space
• About to bend under this never ending burden Filled everyday I m mingled in day to day life
• Well,let’s say we re done,questions floating away, I can t lie anymore,I tried but never at the right time
• About to be moody,don t know how to pick my chance,after or before I screwed?
• Before,everything was perfect,like new is power, Pen is mightier than sword,then silence is more blooding than words
• Stay tuned! As we said goodbye,I knew I t s endless,passing from joy to despair in a rollycoaster
• It only goes down,as we were way more oppostite,we were matching souls,as I could guess,never progressed
• Never found a ending,testing you was my favorite game,became unbearable,I always be terrible
• If I grew up too fast,would it means I’ve always started and played again,can t remember the rules
• Always used tricks,but I swear I loved you always been caught in my dreams always caught in my fears
• Always repeated everything’s alright yet I have no tools to figure it out,I may confess I ve fallen in tears
• Never knew the color of your eyes,but I know your favorite song ,I should not try to hide behind shame
• Never sang out loud how much I was freaking out,do not take your tissue,no more said quickly,never explained
• Always looked for you around,to go on a trip,but going in the wrong direction,always hesitated
• It always came from my heart,you ve catches my heart,but for my unreal sake,I gave you half of it
• Now It s time to go,never get back,step by step jump by jump it will be nice,I wish I can see you in a few years
• Tomorrow it will be time of sorrow,slow motion and I m in,I really and truly want to never forget your smile!