CHALLENGER'S RAP

• instrumental: night drive remix jan ace x dr ouija dr ouija
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• back when life made sense
• when my soul was cleansed
• no light dimmed no blood on the lens
• just a blissfully ignorant sense of how things ought to be
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• then bad experiences with friends and family
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• psycho lovers, dismembered anatomy
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• jail, drugs, crime and gangs
• failed love, chime in the rain
• sail. hugs. grime on the cage
• went from love letters to love from the insane
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• can't perceive beauties shine with so much clutter on the brain
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• so i close the binds and shudder in shame
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• who would have thought we were the same
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• two stutterin lames
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• champion at playing games
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• not for the glory ill n fame
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• but for the stories skill n gains
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• two warriors chillin in flames
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• still and tame
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• brass mask with no names
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• i carry these memories like shards of a broken mirror
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• forever looking lost
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• forever lookin clearer
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• courtney court me
• neeve distort me
• sharmaine bring the pain
• leanne rearrange
• catie take placements
• mykayla in her basement
• liz on a rampage
• tera turn the last page
• julia make two of us
• carmela make me choose between ya
• cat won't claim me
• danisa does in secret
• i think sheas where i'll decide to keep it
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• daddy didn't want me
• he does now
• popular then loner then popular again what a clown
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• robbed and stained by those obligated to love
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• but loves just a trap and i know how to escape cuz
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• i must learn to love again
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• less i'm doomed to be an incel
• or in cells
• or on forums talking about chemtrails
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• shea makes me feel ok to be who i am
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• and its far from normal
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• are we just two lovers walking the borderline making happy from terrible?
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• i'm feeling mello
• lass sees fellow
• ask me hello
• ex nihilo