DEFENDER'S RAP

• Hook
• I don't wanna say it's your fault But it's a path you've chose to walk
• Should've never kept close to the dark To anybody's listening it's food for thought
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• Verse 1
• Was beginning to lose sight, vision of a new light
• New place, new dad, kicking off my new life
• Mama no more worries, no more ridiculous huge fights
• Cuz I've always seen her cry gripping on me too tight
• Mentally disturbed, physically too tired, I've seen her tears in the flicker of the moonlight
• Nights what I fear cuz that's when memories reunite
• Second marriage, hoped the decision will do us right
• I respect the man, he made our life first class
• Feeding five mouths, though we didn't have enough cash
• He was doing everything that he could do for us man
• And we could see him smile cuz he didn't have a moustache
• I had everything certainly was blessed but the- teenage caught me off the guard struggled with my step brother
• Til yesterday you ain't had a brother all his friends wondered
• Started feeling trapped and when you suffer it all gets tougher
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• Hook
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• Verse 2
• 'Enough of the TV, now gimme the remote man'
• 'If you don't do so, your throat I'ma choke man'
• I don't care it ain't like you're my blood brother
• But not every bond is based on the blood, brother
• I was a mess was making mountains outta molehills
• Too much of the pressure like surrounded by a force field
• Needed support, needed counselling yeah for real
• Carry on? yeah, started to doubt if I'm a roadkill
• Cuz the path I was on I was tryna connect the dots my-
• World was upside down, didn't recognise the stop signs
• I was surprised​ how I ended up with thoughts like
• Ending everything, cuz man I was not fine
• Needed a way to abolish all the rage and started writing songs I was stacking up the pages
• Cussing out my life and laughing at it's faces enjoying the madness, basking in insaneness
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• Hook
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• Verse 3
• Pain and the hurt became reason of adrenaline
• Shedding my blood for pleasing the devil in
• Rap was my mineral, feeding my skeleton
• Rap was my placebo, I needed no medicine
• Every other friend was teasing and pestering
• I had already stopped caring and seeking my destiny
• Venting through the songs, mocking the society
• Pain wasn't gone, it was locked up in my diary
• I could feel the hell fire, swallowing me entirely
• Satan takin over did the god stop inquiring?
• Running outta colors for my lyrical life portrait
• Too many emotions I was feeling the rhyme shortage
• I tried everything to broaden the horizon
• Yeah I failed holy water turned to poison
• I said fuck it and when the pain amplified
• I started listening to my mental states alibi
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• Hook
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• Verse 4
• This is for the youth, this is for the lost souls
• You came here alone that's how you gotta go
• Society will constantly bruise you til your grace is gone
• Cuz we living with monsters with their human faces on
• Who doesn't? Everybody suffers mate
• But people get to judging the book that haven't been covered yet
• Instead of teasing and laughing and talking a bunch of crap
• I don't expect no help, I just want y'all to understand