DEFENDER'S RAP

• when i eat a dumb meal i fuck dumb sluts and bloat
• carry heat concealed i snuff clucks cut her throat
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• stomach fed skin thirsty
• drum it, led, in hearse,b.
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• christmas, no wish list.
• but rapping the blessings and cursings, none the less.
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• she cursing, sums whats left.
• he blurtin' lungs out chest.
• kid hurtin' scouts out lex.
• lex for the best adderall night
• for the test of inaugural frights
• take flight on literal blights
• in the mourning with no rest say goodbye on skype.
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• sex without love is like the life of a prostitute
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• strife conveyd destitute ways substituted lovers for underager /*trappers*/
• on a back page
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• sex without love is like the sun on a cold day,
• no matter how beautiful she is or how long you take looking at her,
• she leaves early and the heat never comes on.
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• i hate rehearsing these cursings and blessings,
• it works then it's stopping
• put me on the wall or hide me behind the curtains
• cuz i'm certain the pain in me is flirting
• with those drugs that'll put me in a hearse, b
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• re-herase
• purse
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• no plan rehearsed
• heres aye verb snow land plows first
• no hand grab purse no plan rehearsed in
• van bout that microwave, "I'm first!"
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• hearse, b
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• blessings and cursings.
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• like drug dealers they make me rage, profit at the expense of someone else's pain,
• killers that lack rage
• sinners with a blank slate
• while mentally iller people recieve ill pay no wage given no empathy told
• to work like everyone else a conservative mind and state.
• the mentally ill suffer and lack
• pay,
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• substitue desk and toot
• for which love and compassion do not constitute for which understanding
• and empathy are ignored and are substitute
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• a roof over head could project dupes by red heads
• projection of 4 way but theres 5 of them.
• and just cuz that house payed job filled credit straight
• won't take the feeling of insecurity away
• the feeling that homeless is one mistake away.
• the feeling that your homeless even tho reeling
• in mo fish and it doesn't go away even if you focus
• and stop being hopeless cuz you're wreckless.
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• getting lots of girls makes you a player
• theres a catch; you the one being played.
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• i have been abused, lit stone alienated outcasted and confused.