DEFENDER'S RAP

• Every day I'm feeling trapped in my head
• Telling people to get away so I can smash it again
• Now there's a hole in the wall, got nobody to call,
• The only time they'll care is when they see my casket decend
• You must know that im not depressed, im just an honest mess
• Who's got a lot of stress if I must confess
• I don't see much in my future other than struggling for this job and check
• On a weekly basis in my Evening Day shift
• 12 hours of it, Can't speak or say shit
• I'm about ready to say fuck it to everything including family and payments
• What's worse is I've waited too long to not be Mad and impatient
• I've already gone down the rabbits hole too far to the point I'm in Alice's basement
• Digging at my skull, mad hatter looks at me with dissatisfied fascination
• What he doesn't know is I'm too sick for this world,
• they'll all need a vaccination if they plan to save it.