CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I know about moving house, i've changed countries within this nation,
• losing friends, changing schools, alienated all my life, feel my frustration,
• Me and my mother was at our lowest living in a homeless Hostel,
• Cockroaches and anti social behavior from neighbors it was awful,
• i've lived on a small island in Scotland, bullied simply over my accent,
• they hated that i was from the city, i despised over what they represent,
• racism and prejudice, even though they was the same colour as I,
• they still found out what was different about me, making me wanna die,
• for me their wasn't a shoulder, spent a lot of time on my own as a loner,
• as far away as i could get from living almost lifeless, similar to a coma,
• vacant because i was in my head, found it hard to deal with the stress,
• when i went home to my step dad he would beat me, now I'm depressed,
• diagnosed with so many problems from the doctors, their diagnosis wrong,
• i was just different from the rest of the kids, i was the smarter one all along,
• i've done tests and its proven that really i'm too intelligent for my own good,
• good guy at heart, did bad things in life but i feel like i was pushed,
• only to survive i was just following the animal instincts that we all have,
• R complex and surviving in a world of demons can't be considered as bad,
• yet i'm still trying to be an angel and its starting to make my mind unstable,
• maybe my mother should have destroyed me before i even saw my cradle,
• Cause not much to live for, when your facing an everyday war,
• until you find your inner peace and start noticing beautiful things you've never noticed before