DEFENDER'S RAP

• i hide behind the jokes but that isnt really me
• im not really as much of a jerk as i seem
• i can care i can love and i can bleed
• i can wish and i can hope for you to be with me
• i pick apart reality its split at it seams
• i try every day but im only nice in my dreams
• i stare at my ceiling wishin and thinking
• my thoughts race in my head im begging and im pleading
• but im over the past im tryna make something new
• you had your chance the one that messed up was you
• i tried to play my part but there never was a spark
• now that i look back it wouldve never worked from the start
• youre a heart breaker a fate changer
• a heart chainer you put my heart in danger
• you never had to say anything the words went unspoken
• i tried to prove my love i gave you my heart as a token
• then you broke it