CHALLENGER'S RAP

• People don't know the shit i go through
• Havin a heart surgery the day i has born
• People don't know half of my issues
• The doctors took me out a few weeks before i was due
• They said to my parents
• If she stays inside she won't make it
• My parents were glad that these doctors found out what was wrong
• Cause if they didn't, i would of been gone
• You see, my dad is a truck driver, so this was a problem
• Cause he was probably in Atlanta or somethin
• You see it was hard having one parent take care of me
• Wanna know why cause we didn't have much money
• Ya see, some people think this shit is easy
• But havin a hard life is the worst thing
• Some times to hide the pain
• I would cut with a razor blade
• I smile when all i want to do is die
• I laugh when all i want to do is cry
• People ask what's that mark?
• I say just a cut, just a scratch
• They asked what happened
• I say it was just a cat
• Just an excuse, just a lie
• People ask what with the bracelets?
• I say just fashion, why?
• Just a tear, just a scream
• People ask why you crying?
• I say just a bad dream
• But the thing is, it will always be just a tear, just a lie
• It's always "just one more"
• Ti'll i die
• Have you noticed the tears rolling down my eyes?
• Have you noticed the frowns and scars i try to disguise?
• Slowly and slowly i start to die
• And very soon i'll live happily in the sky
• And the angels and god will be my protection
• There will be no more stressin
• There is not question