DEFENDER'S RAP

• //i was experimenting with a different flow, i'll tweek it sometime when i feel like it
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• Im standin in a dark place, dead-like atmosphere
• Scared, lookin around askin is anybody there
• No response can't even hear the wind go through my ears
• Am I really alone, started cryin them childish tears
• Even tho I heard nothin, saw the world as it really is
• Started screamin for anyone, I dont care who it is
• Somebody please just come and hold me, take away my fears
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• Cuz I just dont understand this world with no order
• I see it as Hell iced over gettin colder
• Come to take my HAND, warm them up
• Take me to the promise LAND, before the door way IN is frozen shut
• Give the same love back to when I gave a FUCK
• Cuz right now I hero ONE, retract back to my shell if I had ONE
• COWARDNESS cuz I'm POWERLESS,
• My clock tick tockin HOURLESS, that shit will never END
• They told me it was gonna hit the fan, but I just let it spin
• I'm human
• I live to commit a sin, repent it then do it again
• It's guarantee, I ain't heaven sent
• But that's because to GOD I feel like I aint relevant
• I Pray my ass OFF, shouldn't be livin for the hell of it
• So tell me
• Am I missin some crucial element
• For me to be surrounded by those who broke my heart, somethin so delicate
• You thought I was gonna forget what you did nigga, I got the mind of an elephant
• But Im still with yuh cuz I'm no angel bitch
• Long forever lost my innocence
• just like fiend friends, i am a betrayer
• Don't no where I BELONG, what is right, what is WRONG
• I go hard like Darth Vader
• If only I had a lightsaber, wouldn't that be a life saver
• satisfy the hungeer of death, but that's something i can never cater
• tired of playing this wicked game, tryin to be a committed player
• always making the wrong move, unlucky with the dice
• I knew i should've kept my ass stuck playin the beta