DEFENDER'S RAP

• Girl you left me with all these drugs
• what happened to you saying that we was gon fuck
• now I’m stuck with these xans and they stuck in my chest
• i just smoked this reefer getting close to death
• i see the grim reaper he pulling me close
• telling me just take one more shot of this patron
• felonies adding up i don’t have a home
• cell might as well be the place where i sit alone
• girl i fell in love with you then you had to go
• i don’t mean to sound crazy but I’m really lost
• without you now I’m spending time getting cross
• faded I’m jaded to all of my thoughts
• girl we locked hands then locked lips i popped xans I’m geeking
• you turned me into an addict on that weekend
• cause i fell in love and you was just tripping
• now I’m doing drugs and underage sipping
• all this alcohol fucking my liver
• and all these drugs making me feel like I’m a sinner
• so i pray to jesus hoping that he feels forgiving
• ever since you been gone my heartbeat feels like its missing
• yeah girl you know that you was the only one
• and i now see your face when its not there like obi wan maybe its hallucinations
• baby am i losing my mind or am i losing patience
• i put it all on the line but fuck I’m stupid faded
• my loose ends getting looser now I’m contemplating
• whether i should try to get you back or let go
• this the most truth that i ever told
• praying i don’t overdose so i could see your beauty not the holy ghost
• drugs put me to sleep just like some comatose
• so i could dream about you when you’re home alone inviting me over we have sex but then i wake up
• and thats the moment that i realize that its just broken hope
• when i lost you girl i lost love
• thinking what the fuck did i do to put her off or was it just because
• was it another man tryna take my place or not
• girl this one of the few times that i pray to god
• my life is the first thing that satan bought
• took it home gave it drugs and all those drugs made me strong yeah
• all those drugs made me stronger xanax codeine alcohol and marijuana
• Girl you left me with all these drugs
• Girl you left me with all these drugs
• Girl you left me with all these drugs
• Girl you left me with all these drugs
• Girl you left me with all these drugs