CHALLENGER'S RAP

• havnt quite slept in a while.
• pulling 4 a night, barely keep myself awake,
• living as a soldier, you dont get a fucking break
• always in a danger, always on my gaurd.
• always far from my parents, never with my friends
• everytime im on a mission i feel tense.
• always with my uniform, always with my gun, all the time im on the run.
• since ever i was kid, i've been grinding crazy
• everything i did, still amaze me.
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• so..let me tell you a story about everything i've been through,
• why everydays blue, barely am i just twenty, lived plenty
• more than most of you, you dont have a clue what i've been through
• all i've done, all the shit on my mind, all the cracks in my bones.
• was 18 when got recruited, little did i knew that
• wearing this uniform is fucking heavy,i feel like im dragged down
• its been weeks since i've seen my town.
• its been days since i've had my rest, normal life i had is in the past
• these journey feels like a freaking test,so imma give my fucking best.
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• when the war will come,no idea what ill do,
• turn into a beast and blood im gonna draw,
• not planning on getting killed,in the battlefield.
• im gonna kick some fucking ass, behind ill live a fucking mass.
• thank all the people that died for me, compared to you barely stung by
• a bee.
• and now its my time to fucking serve, and do my best, so you can rest.
• ill protect your family as you did mine, in my mind im running out of
• fucking time.
• im scared as fuck, and my body's trembling
• my visions blurry, and my minds dissembling
• the chance ill die, my friends will cry, ill be in the sky.
• so this is just another lether if im gone,
• when ill be mourn hopefully that not for long,
• to my family and my friends
• hopefully i've made amends
• so im just sitting here and hoping that you're glad,
• know that im thankful for everything i had
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• or maybe im hillucanating already in the war i've been,
• just ptsd drive me crazy maybe im so fucked up
• i dont know what is reality and all of this is just a dream that happening
• while im dying from bullet hits, in my heart, in my chest, in my brains.
• maggots eating what remain, of me.
• while im just decaying and slowly fading to the other world,
• while i cannot see what became of me,
• just another body rotting in this fucking hell that we call war,
• i cant take it anymore, please release me of my sin
• i dont want to breath no more, every fucking breath i take
• just reminds me of my pain and im in fucking living hell,
• please release me from my cell, every fucking friend i had,
• either crip or fucking dead.
• so this a fucking massege from the other fucking world,
• i am boiling in this realm beezeleboss has got my soul in this
• fucking underworld
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• -devilish laughter-