CHALLENGER'S RAP

• so sick of not talking, sick of loses,
• sick of never having cash up in my wallet
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• I hear the plug calling and i'm feeling nauseous
• cause i know in a minute i can have it stashed in my closet
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• and if i need to i can make it flip for the very first time up in my
• life i finally got a grip, but the streets keep calling i hope i don't slip
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• cause it'd only take one call for me to get a script you don't know
• what i've been through, so many time's i had a barrel to my temple
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• so fucking tempted to pop it just like a pimple i got so many problem's
• i wish it was simple, my parent's always worked so i hung out on the streets
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• my role models all popped pills and smoked weed, i seen it all only when i
• was only 13 everytime i looked around i seen a mutherfuckin dope fiend
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• this whole town went to shit, every week another overdose, some kid i grew
• up with, i thought that this was suppose to be a good place to raise a kid
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• but everywhere u turn someone's always fucked up on some shit
• i used to think that i was cool gripping a bottle smoking blunts and skipping
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• school i hate myself so much for everything i put my mama through
• every time i screamed in your face i should have hugged you
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• all she wanted was for me to graduate, i finally did, i seen the tears rolling
• down her face thats the first time i felt normal sense 2008 thats when my pap
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• got sick, the next passed away, on christmas morning and it fucked me up
• to tell the truth i think thats why i turned to drugs, started getting into fights and
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• acting tough acting out to every single person who showed me love
• sometime's i feel like no one understands me like i'm a black sheep in front
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• of my family, my mom's disappointed telling me all the thing's i could be
• a doctor a lawyer that just don't make me happy