DEFENDER'S RAP

• Where will I go? When I cross that line, end up, outside of my mind,
• Where will I go? When I toss my pride, to the side, and i end up blind,
• Where will I go? When I live like sheep, in the deepest
• sleep, like you, Where will I go?
• When I see the end of that road, no one knows, Where will I go?
• //1st Verse
• When the door, that's open, closes,
• nothing smell good, but roses in this life I don't think you know this,
• we're a distracted people, There's a minor obsession with chronic depressions these days,
• That's no coincidence, That's our proof, no fingerprints,
• The truth is in front of you don't have to think of it
• When the only door open, closes Back to the wall, I'm hopeless,*
• Looking back, at it all, I soak in, Everything changed,
• The path, that I chose when, I was a broken adolescent,*
• Left nothing, in the past or present, Something, had to come back, a lesson,
• i never did learn, My last confession, Wasnt in no box, wasnt hailing mary,
• It was in my thoughts, hoping they repair me, Then I wrote it all down, the pain and envy,
• When the pain, was in me, I was drained and empty, Not good,* But I had to go,
• Talk, to the shrink, *can't talk to mother, Talk, to the shrink, *can't talk to father, just
• Talk, to the shrink,* why fucking bother! But I can't *
• And I'm often told, To never complain, appreciate the path you chose,
• mind froze,* Why did I take it?
• Your the one telling me that I may not make it
• Now I been all patient, went another direction,
• Then I'm pulled back in, right under your deception,
• and im back, on track, * This is my digression, And yet another lesson learned, but will I go?
• When the door, that's open, don't close, You go froze and forget
• That you have control of your life, Your life ain't controlling you yetSo don't get upset,
• Quit the job that you don't like, Dump everyone in your life that aint making you feel right,
• And I promise you will rise Yeah i promise you will shine
• //Hook
• Where will I go? When I cross that line, end up, outside of my mind,
• Where will I go? When I toss my pride, to the side, and i end up blind,
• Where will I go? When I live like sheep, in the deepest
• sleep, like you, Where will I go?
• When I see the end of that road, no one knows, Where will I go?
• //2nd Verse
• When the only door open, closes, Back to the wall, *Asking to fall, but the act of it all,
• Too bold, no i can't, see it happen at all What, do I do?*
• When I can't take the pressure, Lost my way, woulnt even address her,
• Til I'm off that stage, and I can't ignore, Or hide, behind, a door, I can't assure,
• That I'll stay,* when the exit right there, Got no where, when I tried to fight fair,
• So fuck that shit, I decided right here,
• And now, that I'm down for the count, and I don't know,*
• If I would, or I won't go, If i act, on thoughts, that arose, on the cross roads,
• Wondering would I cross those?
• But I made, a promise, I'ma stay, regardless, * And if i, departed, I know id, be harming,
• Loved ones,* but the fires gone, And I been tryna move on, Been stuck, for too long,
• Embedded in the drama so I can't, improve on,
• Shit,*h been stuck in it, And ducking it, You would think that I been fucking it,
• Gotta take another puff, forget That I gotta go, cuff the bitch