DEFENDER'S RAP

• Everytime i look at myself in the mirror i see
• a man i do wanna be, please, release me from me.
• I’m tired of being the bad guy because of what people see me as
• tired of being accused of things i’m not because of the flaws that i have.
• I just wanna be happy, just wanna be things i’m not,
• just wanna find a girl and keep her
• maybe that’s easy but i swear that it’s not i’m a tornado to some,
• but a person to all at least just treat me like that
• when you see me walkin in the hall
• I got feelings too i swear, i just hide them from people
• because i’m just so freakin scared
• so be hurt so bad that i tear out my hair
• crying over someone, is not something i wish to do so if i’m holding back from you
• i promise it’s not you
• When i see my reflection i don’t know what to say
• i just stare in silence i could stare at me all day,
• cus i’m trying to figure out, what about me is so bad
• that it makes people wanna talk about me behind my back.
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• i look at my reflection in the mirror
• why am i doing this to myself.
• i'm losing my mind on a timely error
• a million others with me, on the shelf
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• My way to vent to people is through my songs
• i do it this way so that i don’t get a bunch of stupid snobs
• trying ask me what is wrong cuz they don’t really care,
• i don’t need your fake sympathy so just get outta my hair
• i’m not the type of guy, to go and cry about my life
• i’m not the type of guy to cut my wrists with a knife
• i’m the type of guy who deals with his problems through music
• i feel like if i have a skill then why not use it
• to show all these little pricks that i’m more than just trash
• in a few more years no doubt that i’ll be making cash
• I've never liked to hit, i just aim to be one,
• people stare at me in awe, man a god, i could be one.
• Doesn't matter which form im in,i'm different, i used to think being normal is okay but it isn`t
• It’s just as bad to go unnoticed man, i am remaining
• the same and i’m honestly really glad