DEFENDER'S RAP

• I get that i'm not perfect/
• i know inside you were hurting/
• you felt that our love was not working/
• at times i felt worthless and knew
• you didn't deserve this/
• but why is it every time we talk/
• its like your takin a 9mm and firing shots/
• at the ones who's love would never stop/
• i feel like life is a tickin clock/
• and its countin down/
• we used to chill look into each others eyes
• like no one else was around/
• i remember that one day we chilled at your house/
• we made out on your bed i squeezed you but
• you would never tap out/
• i promised you once i promised you twice
• i promised you i would be there for you
• for the rest of our lives/ i felt like that wouldn't happen
• and i was right/ but for our love i didn't fight/
• told you ever memory i ever had of us all in one night/
• i remember that one time we kissed i thought
• no girl would ever leave my heart broken like you did/
• but who as i to kid after this last relation ship
• im out im done with this shit...
• love has bitter sweet memories
• but none could compare to the ones i had recently/
• if i knew then what i know now id probably
• would of found out that shit would turn south
• i felt like i just got socked in the mouth
• and blood is spilling out... i spark a stoge
• blow out the smoke out and breathe til
• my mind clears out...
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• without a doubt i can say nothing you say
• hurts me all i can say is im proud of
• where im at in my life now no more
• late nights of arguments that feel like
• a tornado hit a house this is me i got my own style....