CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Chorus:
• And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy
• I been working hard trynna make it all happen
• I believe in myself even when nobody else do
• Lawd
• And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy
• I been working hard trynna make it all happen
• I believe in myself even when nobody else do
• You down to the ground nigga don't let that affect you
• I said this shit before but I'ma do it my way
• I swear to god I'm focused you know where to find me
• Time is of the essence, I promise not to waste it
• I'll take happiness or wealth, whichever one don't leave me
• Vacant, vacant, ah
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• Sit alone with my thoughts, let me reflect
• And rummage through my mental checklist of regret
• It's okay, I'm just gon wallow with my sorrows I guess
• If you see me crying in public, please walk on by
• These are the tears of a clown I'm spillin'
• This pain is the realest feeling
• I feel for the life of me
• I, just can't attend what I want
• These wishful thinking prayers
• I hope Jehovah hears, but honestly, they're falling on deaf ears
• I'm revered as a rapid writer, releasing lines, I'm igniting the fire inside your soul
• That's controlled by your insecurities
• Can tell the personality trace, just to fit in with the fake
• So that you blend in with the rest of the vagues
• It's a shame, there's beauty inside of yourself
• But look you gotta find it
• Within our darkest moments, we control our mental climates
• Never fold under pressure, that's what makes diamonds
• And even if you failed a million times, continue trying
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• Chorus:
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• People miss the negate the fact that I am a loner
• My simple mind has been stressing over these things I conjure
• And I'll admit that I'm selfish, ignoring other's problems
• I never see the bigger picture, too reactionary
• I take advantage of the fact my mother's there for me
• I rarely say I love her, if I do, I say it sparingly
• Embarrassed by my lack of compassion I wanted normalcy
• I know I need to go and see a doctor for conformity
• Of my body spirit and soul, my god tell me why I'm cold
• Murder opponents I will
• No empathy that I feel
• I found myself I was lost, but for my sake I just
• Hope that it isn't too late, flashbacks of cold razor blades
• How could I say that on record I still remember
• My homie telling me that I was tripping
• Said "You need to be aware of what you speaking, man these people are listening, don't that shit affect your conscious?
• How are you sleeping my nigga?"
• Outro:
• I can't think I feel so stressed. I can't feel love it's so hopeless
• I can't think I feel so stressed. I can't think I feel so stressed
• I can't feel love it's so hopeless. I can't think i feel so stressed
• I can't feel love it's so hopeless. Lawd. Knowledge, nigga
• Shoutout to my homie SGULL for the beat, I appreciate this shit. That's its though, I'm done
• Nah that's it I'm done, god bless I'm done. Nah nigga I said god bless I'm done
• Thank you, thank you. Goodbye, I got shit to do
• Alright that's it