Battles user655167034 vs KIDCYNIC
RULES
anything about hating people controlling your life
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- I ain't got no life (nah)
- My family is completely in control of my life
- I'm feel like I'm dying
- Fuck all these people, I'm feeling homicidal
- Wanna hit people when they tell me what to do (hey, hey)
- Fool don't tell me what to do
- I oath on my life that ill kill you
- Then we'll see whose the fool.
- I got too many knives
- cut myself every day an' every night.
- feelin' suicidal
- Get away from me
- Go fuck a unicycle.
- I cant see where I'm going
- My friends are telling me to start rolling
- Now those idiots are choking
- On my dick they all deep throating
- Yo mama told me what to do
- said go fuck yourself, you dumbass fool
- Then she got on her knees
- You probably know what she done do
- Fuck You
DEFENDER'S RAP
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- //_(_Verse-1_)_____________________________________
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- Why do I do what I do. I hurt me to hurt you.
- It's true I continue using, doing these to remove views,
- And bruises you induce. I infuse drugs into my bloodstream,
- In hopes to block out the screams that wage war within me.
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- Only if you could see you drive me crazy hating everything about me.
- Only if you could see what your doing to me, maybe you'd be sorry.
- Maybe you would let me find my safety, just maybe, just maybe I'd be free.
- We're family and that's actually sadly the worst hurt there is to hurt.
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- Word by word I heard you say to or about me has shattered me,
- Scattered, and blurred everything that used to be good,
- You took everything I stood for and left me misunderstood using some more.
- You say you adore me but when I'm at your door poor and hungry you just ignore.
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- Leaving me to think why you don't love me and how to score some more drugs.
- Calling my plugs for the products, picking up from thugs,
- As I shrug giving up my last couple bucks, I'd rather cut then fill my stomach,.
- Stuck in the same spot of needing a shot to stop the thought of what I lost.
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- //_(_Verse-2_)______________________________________
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- The thought of what I caused. Scarred I'll never be able to stop,
- Scarred you'll never give the right reply or answer me why I deserve this life
- Why am I alive forced to survive when all I want is to say our last goodbye and die.
- I lie when I deny I cry because that is all I do in my life.
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- I used to strive for much now thrive from the touch of the needle piercing,
- Mixing heroine and meth with in me, wondering how i stay breathing,
- Wishing this addiction would just release me, that I would go easy.
- But it's not that easy, I try to stop but it never lets go completely.
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- I clean up my act brush of the trash trying to show you I've changed,
- But you only see the same, unchanged in your eyes is what I'll remain.
- Forever nobody never deserving better, struggling with this forever,
- I say sinking thinking why me as I'm tweaking, making me weak harder to think,
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- Beating me up for how you beat me, treating you how you would treat me,
- Until I delete all of me, becoming somebody no one could think id be,
- I hate me for why you hate me but I wish I'd know why that is.
- I'm your son and love is supposed to be, and mistake forgiven but you don't love me.
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