DEFENDER'S RAP

• my life turned out to be a disaster,
• Living a life harder than a gangster
• with blood i'm writing my own chapter/
• tried to be a laster in a life that pain spreading faster than a blaster cancer/
• bullets been fired at ma face, While i'm standing still wishing to kill the sniper/
• got lacks of tears now i'm wiping them with a wiper///
• millions of questions inside my head but i found no answer,
• so this time i decided to be the asker:
• why i'm fucken falling in each step i'm walking?
• Why i'm i fucken crawling like a ball in a game of bowling
• why ma dreams you're hauling, why the evilness you're sprawling/
• guess i know the answer so who the fuck i'm trolling
• life you're so fucken boring you're so damn galling,
• your definition ain't even found in Pauling,took my laughter left me sorrowful
• now if pain came to ma life it will no longer get called an asper