DEFENDER'S RAP

• You did everything for these niggas, You risked your damn life,
• with the thought in mind they will do same
• but when the time came, when you needed an ally, you realize
• thinking back to all their lies you were betrayed
• you let them get close to yuh, so close you saw them as a family,
• maybe cuz they called you brother
• But when they saw you hit ground, did they helped the brother up,
• nah they just stepped over
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• These hearts so cold you won’t be surprise if they get ammonia
• Life itself is a war zone, you fight it as a lone soldier
• Always got your guard up with the gun loaded
• You’ll take a life and still be like
• Why Must I lean on my own shoulder
• (Started Talking to God)
• I did what you wanted, I carried out your orders
• So tell me why nothing went like it was suppose tuh
• I Still see no sunny day
• Gray clouds still gloomed over
• Haven’t seen a child smile in forever
• But you don’t care
• Now I’m in no position to demand solution to my affairs
• But come on
• got on my damn knees for you
• every night right before I slept off another nightmare
• Woke up, saw the same shit, now nigga you just ain’t being fair
• I gave you my all, I mean everything, my DAMN soul,
• So I don’t know why I’m the one shiverin in the cold
• And here’s the cherry on top, it’s getting colder
• guess he call my when I had my middle finger up saying that I love yuh
• (Hook)
• Oh my God, I can’t even put my trust into God
• If I go to hell then I go, I throw myself into fiery pot
• What I do might be wrong, but I can’t take another loss
• Born second, I have no choice, but to take from the got.
• No Pain, no gain, everyday I feelin the shots
• If you ain’t feelin the pain. Then you must be outline with the white chalk
• It’s always the "who is" over the "who’s not"
• I seen niggas kill there own brother
• And It ain’t hard to watch
• Is this really how the world works, I think it’s a little absurd
• No matter what road I take I gotta walk it with my back turned
• hurt by a love one, I still haven’t learned
• Cold-hearted, I seek warmth
• Huggin the fire, don’t give a fuck if it burns
• Or maybe that’s how it is, gotta walk with an iron fist
• If you don’t, you’ll be the one who gets his ass kicked
• everybody on your kill list
• Ready to call out anybodies bullishit
• Gotta watch out for the niggas you get too comfortable with
• Homie like I got your back
• Put him in front and you start to laugh
• Like nah nigga I AIN’T GOING DOWN LIKE THAT
• Making you paranoid, crazy, but I don’t want to walk that path
• Instead Imma find the beauty, even if I gotta face the beast
• Imma fight the war even if I never find piece
• I’ll rip apart every oyster until I find a pearl
• I will give myself a reason to smile
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• In this wicked world
• In this wicked world
• In this wicked world
• In this wicked world