DEFENDER'S RAP

• I had a dream
• Not a dream a nightmare
• Where my prayers
• Did not connect so I
• Saw a lot of demons
• Fleeing from the grip of the alpha and omega
• Scenes , I was tripping it felt like the beginning of the end
• Hell bent, I was sent to hell
• But in reality
• It was just a modern day jail cell
• No variety everybody was me
• I was everybody
• I felt like I embodied
• A sorority of angry kids
• Who wanted to get straight to business
• Who lacked internal bliss
• All their eyes were red as a cape
• Full of lies were their traits
• Heatseeking snakes ready to bite you in the neck
• Horrors as I saw I was next
• Sweat down my neck I felt so stressed
• Obsessed with it because I felt like I was next
• Now I see why Nas was never sleeping
• Because sleep is the cousin of death
• Maybe I really did take my last breath
• And I'm treading the sewers of my mind
• Because you know life is not to kind
• Giving me a time to shine
• So I turned on the light and what I saw next
• Made me so upset so I left
• To go and get a cigarette
• My lungs ashen black my mind went blank
• As I saw people in black masks pull up in a black van
• Fingers in their triggers , what did i do to deserve
• This omen , the raging waves can you relate?
• Nah
• It was a facade
• Cause they raided the house next to mine
• Heartbeat slowing down , for a second I felt fine
• As they came up from behind
• And I woke up for a second time
• For real this time
• Fuck I'm not sleeping for a while
• Shocked in denial , it's been a while
• Since I had a fever dream this bad
• So I shook it off and laughed
• Another day atlanta
• with codeine in my fanta
• Seeing men in drag
• With a buncha hondas that think they drag
• I'm just a man in rags who's trying to make bags
• And humbly brag in rap forums
• And have a foursome
• But that's a dream in itself
• Not outta reach without some help
• Gotta keep the idea wrapped around like a belt
• While I defeat my enemies like a cheese melt
• And make my dreams come true
• While Marching with my troops
• In a white coupe
• Sipping your ideas
• That's food for thought