DEFENDER'S RAP

• My life as a story would start like this...
• dad left when i was just a kid thought he would change
• and to my surprise he did
• momma told me the he got locked up
• now my dreams are all fucked up
• broken heart with wounds that will never shut
• loud tunes in his room bass booming
• writing how i give no fucks...
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• Now im crying inside im dying
• but heres the twist my fist hit the wall
• tears streamin down like a water fall
• i can barely recall why he ever wanted to leave at all
• he always told me to stand tall rise up
• and dont fall fall for a girl that wont love
• me for the way i am...
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• Now here i stand Dad a soldier among giants
• the lord is my witness the harder i keep trying
• the more i start defying what the ups and downs feel like...
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• I promised you i would one day make a story of my life now here it is
• i remember me and Haley as kids growing up with
• each other refer to each other as sister and brother
• even though we had different mothers we still care about one another...
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• you see chris was special she called me jr.
• even tho i didnt belong to her
• she treated me as her own
• i hope God gave her a bed of pillows in heaven
• we had good times i met her when i was just a kid
• i had a bad temper long hair had all my shit there
• but now i dont so i light up a blunt and smoke...