CHALLENGER'S RAP

• During my night some ripe thoughts come from me,
• I wake from sleep and splatter em on a sheet
• create a hook and try to find a corresponding beat and I got a song that's all that I need from me
• The rest comes from the world
• all the insults about my songs that are hurled at me
• through the screen in front of me they alter my sheet
• the way I write, when I write sometimes
• darker than evil thoughts escape me
• night A scary place for me cuz I know
• what kind of thoughts come from inside of me
• Like tartarus evil is in there I'm almost scared to venture
• with my pen in the air and take over the chair
• The thing is I write a song and make sure there's sting
• in it, for rappers who hear so their scarred from the
• ears to the chin like joker and quinn
• frozen like a mannequin with the stupidest grin on their faces
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• Writing music, is all i’ve been good at,
• but people keep asking me why i chose rap
• Plus i make good music man, you can’t
• deny that, but people keep asking me why
• i chose rap
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• I've built my whole rap career around others
• I swear I'm too nice when I talk about my mother
• I could be more rude to her give attitude but
• I don't wanna hurt her she's just a hard learner
• like everyone else in the world delicate like a flower
• gotta water down words but lately it’s a shower
• over flowing now there's flooding but to me it doesn't matter
• just go with the flow and melt around them like matter
• Passive aggressive male
• I am
• Sharp as a nail they try to say that I am
• But every time I'm in a class I don't
• know what to do man
• Probably failing two of my grades but imma still blow
• up like shady BLAM
• You wouldn’t believe how many people
• doubt me but they can leave i can still do it without support
• man you’ll see I’m only focused on what i need and
• all i need is some cash and a strong determination
• to succeed you’ll see
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• Writing music, is all i’ve been good at, but people keep
• asking me why i chose rap Plus i make good music man,
• you can’t deny that, but people keep asking me why
• i chose rap
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• People see fame on the tv happen in a blink but it ain’t
• that quick b More like 105 million blinks and even then we
• spend 10 percent of our waking hours with our eyes closed
• Minutes, turn to second seconds turn to blinks seems like that’s
• all the time we get to think Screaming and hollering trying to
• rake the dollars in what my life would’ve been but i left
• now i’m making music again Honestly people got the gall
• to say they changed but looking back they ain’t changed at all
• Shows who you can trust obviously you can’t trust none at all
• ’because they lie more than the prices at the mall
• Maybe i should stop worrying ‘bout everybody focus on me
• and everything that i need move through life and keep the one thing that
• matters to me by my side drop everybody in my life and thrive