DEFENDER'S RAP

• I need some roadside assistance.
• Next town, need a ride for the distance.
• I feel like I have too much fucking resistance against my existence.
• But I have persistence and consistence.
• Too much sickness in this twisted system, it's just business.
• I'm a witness, yesterday, this instance.
• I need some damn assistance.
• I was wrong, I miss my mom, it's hard to remain calm.
• She died, I cried, my eyes opened wide,
• I'd hide, I lied, I'm sorry mom, but I tried.
• Life isn't on my side, so tell me, how the fuck am I supposed to show pride.
• And dad left, uncle is in jail for theft. Yeah, we're fucking blessed.
• Who coulda guessed that I'd become this stressed. I'm a fucking mess.
• Might as well confess, I'm fucking depressed. No success, just distress.
• And where's Aunt? Her life got squished like an ant.
• Cousin Jill? Killed. Your friend, Tony, the homie?
• Where the fuck is he at? I'm lonely, he's probably cozy.
• And my friends, Chloe, Sophie? What about fucking Naomi?
• Oh yeah, when I got pregnant, they dived out of the way like a goalie.
• Grandpa. I remember Grandpa. We turned his life support off like a camera.
• I don't blame you grandma, it was the right choice, so that's where I end this stanza.
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• I miss you. I wish I could kiss you. Having you around was bliss, it's true.
• But you died of cancer. Sometimes I call you, hoping you'll answer.
• God, my life is a fucking disaster.
• I still have your curtains, they're amber. Only them, they're the standard.
• You raised me, amazed me, praised me.
• Don't worry, I still have Juliet, she's a newly wed, you'd call her a stupid head.