DEFENDER'S RAP

• 0:22 Verse 1
• You ready homie, I'm crying and I'm lonely, I'm slowly eroding, fading away, getting all moldy
• These brick walls are, falling down on me, the barriers I kept up are, crumbling all around me
• Don't know if a tyrant in the sky is feeling I am worthy, to deserve all this pain and sorrow, feeling like there's no tomorrow
• Looking out the window, if there's a place other than limbo where I'm not always seemed to be incognito,
• But it's okay I have my poetry to protect me, to consult me when I'm lonely and disconnected from all the
• Fake affections and friendships that are only there to hurt me, use me and murder me mentally,
• All I need is someone to reach out and help it, get rid of doubts and memories that ultimately guide it,
• Not people that just say fuck it, lost all hope, he's just too divided and almost about to implode,
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• 1:07 Hook
• Loneliness is like a shrouded night on a snowy night, the dark clouds cover any little amount of doubt,
• And you find yourself being pushed around unannounced, unprepared for the incoming god awful pounce,
• Don't think you're safe in your armour, it's not going to give you any power
• But don't worry you have the power to devour, this feeling that makes you cower, that seems to grow by the hour,
• You can empower it with your sole willpower,
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• 1:29 Verse 2
• If I had to define the feeling that I'm currently believing,
• It's a mix of not breathing and literally bleeding,
• Out of every orifice including the esophagus, notoriously ominous, I know it sounds awfully ridiculous,
• But believe me loneliness isn't synonymous with solitude,
• One is where you're trapped in a room unaware of the space around you,
• The blackness of the other chokes the life out of you, leaving you completely out of anyone's view,
• And I don't even know if its my own personal view or fact or speculative little abstract mystical breakthrough,