DEFENDER'S RAP

• i'll never forget the
• one's i've loved
• the one's i've kissed, the ones i've hugged
• but once in awhile i feel a tug
• that brings me down to wish i was
• the one who you were thinking of
• the feelings i get when i give you trust
• leaves me confident, in such a rush
• the emotions when i feel our fingers touch
• makes me warm, and thats enough
• i don't feel like i ask for much
• just some affection, or even a crutch
• to help me with this pressuring crush
• it's clear that i'm so stressed to jump
• but i'm on the ledge, and i never budge
• no matter the negotiations we discuss
• the result is always plunged into dumps
• sad as garbage soaking trash like a sponge
• my mood is so shitty like a toilet that wont flush
• if you gave me a compliment i wouldn't blush
• i might laugh but its just a cover thats up
• wouldn't you know i think my life sucks?
• when i see myself i'm filled with disgust
• filled with anguish until i'm stuffed
• with feelings always so tightly tucked
• my minds so full i think it might bust
• don't wanna be alone to rust..