DEFENDER'S RAP

• young and depressed, the clouds over my heads
• my mind is in em, i'm day dreamin my death wow
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• and whats next, i'm makin my death bed?
• go to sleep and not wake up, my mouth full of meds?
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• mamas medicine cabinet open
• but until then i'm still holdin heat where the ice at
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• where the ice at, search with the gloves on
• niggas'll turn a good day to a snow storm
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• shit, and that's real
• Dj Esco mixin crack with that real
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• all my shit is real, every drink distilled
• right now i'm livin life to the fullest and i'm filled
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• from balmaines to bills, a budget in my will
• my burial in bare dirt where i was shot and killed uh
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• one quarter of my life is spent
• from church chills, to churchills and no repent
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• on my knees with my head low I'm eatin out
• my mind is fucked i'm never letting these thoughts out
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• my mind is also faded, has a higher power
• mary men, we are made of marijuana