CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Why do I feel so alone maybe it's
• Cuz I'm in my room writing in my zone
• but a bunch of shit is happening where did I go wrong
• and this did not just start it's been like this for so long
• everyone says they're original but all I see is clones
• fuck is going on I've worked for so much but now most of it is gone
• they say brush it off but I ain't even got a comb
• if Quitting didn't have consequences I'd give away the throne
• but ik that it's big so that I really won't my brain telling me stop
• but my heart's telling me don't
• I wish I could be me but slowly I have grown
• and realized that I've got to give the people what they want
• am I in it for the money am I in it for the fame
• I think I do it so somehow I can let out all the pain
• even letting it out on a track is a fucking strain but imagine all the feelings
• that I would have to contain I'm tryna get my thoughts straight tryna get them arranged
• my mind been working double time I ain't even got a brain
• it goes straight to my heart and I ain't even playing I feel like people look
• at me and say what a fucking shame he is such a lame
• ain't even got a name I felt like I was in the sky like I was a flying plane
• now I feel like I'm at the bottom like my name is on a grave
• and please don't say u feel me cuz u can't fucking relate it's just a bunch
• of hate so congratulations to everyone of my haters ya'll really came with
• the hatred ya'll wanna hear more of my cheating ex well she's nameless
• and fuck D he knew and he didn't fucking say shit I wish
• I could pour my heart out but my time would be wasted people say it'll pass
• please be patient but it's been 2 years and im still fucking waiting
• and don't give me advice if u can't take it urself I'm just asking for your help
• I'm a trophy but even the big ones get put on the shelf I'm doing what
• I have but fuck it give me the wealth and please don't call me crazy you do
• not know what I've felt maybe I need discipline smack with the belt
• ik I could use advice but I'm fine by myself cuz if your smart anyone
• can play with the type of cards they dealt people think I'm doing good they
• think I'm doing well I didn't even get to the top and already fell
• mistake we just pull out an erase I hate to fucking vent to ya'll I don't do it
• on purpose cuz I honestly fucking think it's really fucking worth it
• I let out all my feelings then I don't even learn shit karma a bitch
• I probably just deserve this I fucked up in the past I probably just earned
• this I'm thinking about all the things I did it makes me nervous my heart was
• in pain I did just more to hurt it became a different kid now look at me
• I'm cursing what's wrong with me I'm asking all the nurses
• I probably had a seizure to become a better person life was starting to look
• good and then it just turned quick and I'm not even finished
• I ain't even scratch the surface fuck it I'm worthless