DEFENDER'S RAP

• Do you remember the promises I used to convey
• To your heart telling it that I would whisk you away
• From that house that left your mind in such disarray
• Our love saw us walking side by side towards a better day
• But reality struck us down telling us it couldn't be this way
• I think about our love and it leaves me wanting to say
• To the cosmos itself that I'll make it fucking pay
• It started with your smile it was just so seductive
• I was entranced by it forgot the meaning of the word productive
• You became my only focus to the point where I lost sight
• That for a human body to function it needs to sleep at night
• We were miles apart but connected through Skype
• We were animals together and our emotions were ripe
• For the taking of this relationship to a higher plane
• I asked you to marry me I had gone insane
• Because even though you and I hadn't even shared a bed
• Thoughts of you were ceaseless I couldn't get you out of my head
• You said yes and even though you were poly-amorous
• I was cool with it thinking that our marriage would be glamorous
• We had a ceremony though it was void of rings
• Being with you made me soar my back sprouted wings
• But then it all came crashing down the day that I read
• An email sent to me by your husband telling me I was dead
• If he ever came across me after what I did with his wife
• I felt like I just got shanked in the stomach by a knife
• No this must be a joke I thought this can't be my life.
• So I raced to you back to the place where we first met
• Hoping and pleading that this was all a dream and yet
• With one message you confirmed it was all true
• My heart thinking about the last thing you said too
• What was it? Oh yeah "Goodbye I really did love you"