CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I feel like I'm just lost n' tossin an turnin, frosted over still burnin'
• yearnin for somethin greater, soul searchin in this dull hole full a haters
• An indicator that this world is not what it seems, not for me, vision blurred
• Stings cause it had the nerve to splice my last nerve, wow,
• Twice now I've sunk to the bottom *kerplunk* the sound of my rottin body droppin
• Used all the strength I've got n', stuck watchin, plottin my next move
• findin my groove, time to choose what path to take, what I have at stake
• you do the math while I sit here and fuckin masturbate,
• while everyone fucking laughs at the raps I make,
• wake n' bake, for god's sake hoping this is all a dream
• that it's not fake, and tomorrow instead of drowning in my sorrows I gleam
• And get a chance with these rap rants in my hands to redeem my torn self-esteem
• I'll then be reborn livin vivid in the chants of my fans,
• Dancin, dashin, prancin, and laughin cause my plans aren't chrashin
• I can finally make a statement about our mental fashion without receivin a verbal lashin
• Babblin in my journal I finally ain't travelin this fucking circle, no longer feelin hurtful
• Dealin with fright in a bright light like I'm nocturnal,
• rarely seein, barely breathin turning purple, But I'm still standin...
• Still standing with my feet firmly planted, Granted I was never fully stranded,
• I'll never understand why I felt so abandonedMy childhood wasn't bland n' I'll tell you firsthand
• I wasn't raised a dumb little ass though, branded a son of middle-class folk,
• wrote, spoke like a normal human, still perceived different
• Maybe I'm late-bloomin, a newly received shipment,
• concealin a brilliant bewitchment feelin resistant
• Wonderin why everyone's so persistent thunderin in telling me what to do,
• what to say, who knew, I'd still be standing here today
• I almost ended it all, I almost fuckin hung a rope n' let all 150 pounds fall
• Jesus what a fucking close call, I don't give a lil shit if no one believes this ill spit raw
• Cause in the long haul you'll remember these lyrical pictures I draw
• An ember burned right through the center of the spherical sinners thought
• Just be careful when you're caught standing at the edge in distraught
• Remember you're lucky to be standin at all, Remember we're still standin...