CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Age of one, my father was dead
• Now im takin more shots, then he ever did
• I feel like, im gonna become my dad
• i mean i dont wanna, but i got the curse he had
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• my mother died in her early 50s
• My father died younger sometimes i think should it have been me
• Suicidal thoughts, no path was sought
• so i live my life as the battle has been fought
• Doin drugs,only way ive been taught
• But i know.. this aint the way to live
• paint a picture vivid, of over doin perscriptions
• whiskey sippin, gin nips and other shit i been into
• Shits official, im an alcoholic a watchyamacallit
• Goin through the same phases as my dad got swallowed in
• About to see a hollow pit, 6 feet
• either from straight or mixed drinks
• Makes me think will i become my father
• Trade places and chug bottles like no tomorrow
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• Im just like dad , now hes dead
• still doin the things he did
• damn wow what a struggle to be just like dad
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• As the years passed, i grew older
• Never knowing my dad dived into that alcohol ocean
• mixed with dope shit, fucked up his heart
• I feel like im Dad straight from a second start
• cant put down the bottle for too long
• i feel like i might be becoming weak rather than strong
• everyday is the same
• yet everyday i pray to get away
• from it, all the dumb shit
• before i end up on that knife and gun shit
• just to get my next hit and fix
• People will never uderstand how i feel about this
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• Im just like dad , now hes dead
• still doin the things he did
• damn wow what a struggle to be just like dad
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• And i feel like this, because im somewhat afraid
• To meet an early grave and to have a funeral to pay
• Neither of us were religious, so are we both meeting in hells jailcells? farewell
• Should i stop? it isnt hard to tell its the harder option
• from hard drugs to none
• in the end im just my dads son
• Ive been doin what my dads already done
• Hope death isnt catchin up
• reaper ringing bells, since sex and drugs sell quite well
• but can have you ended in urns
• took some bad turns for the worst