CHALLENGER'S RAP

• And i dont how im still alive lately
• I tell em no but i still drink
• Day to day off and on
• Just a pawn in this game but the way
• That i feel dont phase me
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• From drinkin to capsules , i capsize
• my penmanship,lit like the sign in which u exit with
• lemon gin to begin just my thoughts with a pen
• To an extent, exercising my demon shit
• But i need a grip instead of these slips
• Ink dipped in the river of styx,liver is fucked up
• from the red over filled solo cups
• Born into this world not old enough
• to know enough, to hold me up
• ever since 16 been smokin like a soldiers gun
• and ever since 20 ive popped pills a plenty
• from a to z, the whole drug dictionary
• depression from an adolescent, from my global detection
• seein the world a mess and,i wanna get messed up with it
• Since the whole esscense is sickenin
• not just my opinion but the facts of, just livin
• Suppressed from real feelins ,it hits ya
• once drugs are a part of the picture
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• And i dont how im still alive lately
• I tell em no but i still drink
• Day to day off and on
• Just a pawn in this game but the way
• That i feel dont phase me
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• This more than a remix and rehash, of chorus
• I got the same troubles shits hard as rigomortus
• People have been supportive but need to support myself
• Cause no one else can help with these struggles that ive dealt
• And i have felt like the worst i have in a while
• So ive been tryin to smile and switch up my style
• Used to steal robitussin from them rite aid ailes
• Sick and vile nothin, hit me i had nips by the pile
• Spit a saved file like straight from the office
• Got toxins for every word ive gotten
• used to abuse the nerontin
• while in the seat its a hot one
• never shot guns but still pumped like budden when he gets up
• Never had the best of luck as if honestly i gave a fuck
• Tighter than a needle tuck, thin ice like a goalies puck
• It gets harder as i sober up takin hits like uppercuts