CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Verse 1
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• Yeah, well would we burn together?
• Pretend the pressure didn't press her, would it last forever?
• Had I never left her and wasn't colder than winter weather.
• Could have helped her?
• Could I have held my temper? Wish I did cause I would never -
• Mean to hurt you, but I guess I did.
• Wasn't worth to leave you, but it felt like it, so I went.
• Words hurt so much more than punches, yeah I realized this.
• Drowning in all of these regrets and I can barely swim,
• And then the news came in and -
• Caught me off guard and I could barely stand.
• Loss is hard, yeah I know but I just can't comprehend,
• Why you'd do this, should I have known this?
• Did I tie that noose grip? Damn was I acting foolish?!
• You were so down and wounded but I -
• Left you left us and let you be all by yourself,
• Guess I was useless through you dealing with your mental health.
• I came running on this cold night, I was panickin' when I seen
• You laying still like a mannequin, now how's this happenin'
• You took your own life
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• Verse 2
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• This pain was just the hardest, searching for love and I marched in.
• And walked on top of your heart like a carpet, i'll be honest,
• You used to push me round like a mosh pit
• Astonished cause I was down and when I'm down I just lost it,
• Man sometimes, I get lost in my train of thought
• I'm paralyzed, heard you were gone my chest just knocked
• Until my heart popped and if I had the chance,
• I'd take it all back, quit the act of being Slaks,
• And this dream I strive to be, least I can say I tried to be,
• And be something better, when I'd hold you, it's bold move
• Felt the cold through the sleeves of my sweater
• Took it for granted when I held her, but desperate times -
• Call for desperate measure, Man the day I pass away,
• I steady pray that we can Burn Together,
• I know sometimes, you wanted to run and hide but it's too far when
• You took your own life, I hope you see this...
• Rest in piece and I know you're there standing right next to Jesus,
• I really miss you and I really mean it
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• Chorus
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• Verse 3
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• And by the third week, i'm losing sleep and feelin' weak,
• Losin' feeling in my knees, I won't even speak.
• Thought I was good but now i'm falling over hopelessly,
• Starting to realize now there ain't no hope for me.
• The guilt is building and i'm over thinking, drinking on this dark night,
• You would be sitting with me if I would have played my cards right,
• You were the queen I was the king we were looking art like,
• Cept I was on some Joker shit and clowned you like i'm some type,
• Of asshole I hit my limits plan to quit, I just can't handle,
• Pushing the cold steal of the nine against my Adams apple
• As I call to god and tell him I'm thankful,
• Lyrics pop into my head, my hearts still beating in my chest.
• As I dropped that pistol and replaced it with a pencil
• Put the thought on to paper, just to get it off my mental.
• Made it something greater, turn this shit to something special,
• I pray the heavens take her and finds peace in the greatest temple.
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• Chorus