DEFENDER'S RAP

• I'm sick and tired of this shit
• Sick and tired of this bitch
• Claiming that she was done
• Saying that I was her number one
• But the other guy she went back to at a run
• I'm on a roller coaster of emotions
• Feeling terrible I need a potion
• Now my anger is going through an explosion
• She can go choke on a dick and suffocate
• This was the girl who made my life straight
• Guess I was too early to celebrate
• To the almighty above I prayed
• I would've taken a grenade, my life I would've paid
• She saved my life twice and I'm thankful
• But now my entire mindset is so emotional
• Here's a riddle so you might wanna scribble
• My sanity is at critical and my disses won't be subliminal
• I guess it's typical for you to lie you could be political
• Don't blame me if I go criminal it'll be a miracle
• If I don't go back to doing cocaine
• Go into seizures just like Wayne
• Pull the trigger like Cobain
• So much pain in my brain it'll leave a stain
• Nothing can wash it away not even the rain
• I'm not gonna take my life yet so here I remain
• Trash talk your ass until the world knows the truth
• You've got some stuff to improve, you need to choose
• Wether to keep loosing friends due to your lies
• Or be a better person we can all recognize
• Oh but a big surprise you don't take my advice
• I'm not expecting you to apologize
• Please just tell me that you're still together
• You made me better, this song will give me cheddar
• And you won't get a dime from my kingdom
• I'm not gonna go gold, I'm heading to platinum
• I just wish you didn't have to break my heart
• Wish we could turn back time and restart
• But I'd change some of decisions
• Take out my heart with surgical incisions
• Take my truck and get into a collision
• Listen to my family about your fake ass
• I feel like a dumbass ever thinking I could smash
• I wanted something more than drugs and sex
• Now I'm dying faster than smoking cigarettes
• I climbed the fence of common sense
• I don't want our relationship to turn tense
• But I need a purge to commence
• Now my life is fucking suspense
• Will I ever find a girl who truly cares about my feelings
• Or just find a bitch interested in a diamond ring
• So as I say My goodbye I spread my wings