DEFENDER'S RAP

• Respected Mother,
• I'm writing this letter to YOU,
• because I can't send to no other
• person; My heart aches to realize what shit I've been THROUGH
• But I guess I dig my own grave, trying to be "the" MAN
• I ended up being my own slave,
• big were the words, even bigger was the PLAN
• I guess I'm just a day dreamer, and that's all I had
• Action needs courage, and courage needs BALLS
• sooner I realized, I didn't have them
• and the thing hoes saw it hanging, were ever so FALSE.
• Forget me being a bad apple, I was already a rotten stem.
• Fake promises and endless excuses is all I could give
• while others won, only thing I achieved was tears that I couldn't sniff
• Why am I loser? Why does this happen to me?
• Self proclaimed God, but living in a shithole turned out to be my destiny.
• Thought I am an Ill rhyme spitter, but I have been missing beats
• worse than Jason Giambi was as a first base hitter.
• Okay wait, I wonder if Giambi played at first base,
• See I'm so absent minded, I dont remember what base is in the first place.
• But I still have guts to battle RAP,
• the lady wants to roast yourself, well, with such CRAP of mine
• it would be ironic to see people voting who was better with the worse
• loser's smell.
• Maybe I don't even have to attempt it, after losing 4 consecutive loses
• I'm on my way from being on "Forbes" to being the face of banned Taco Bell
• I would be the firing people's intestines, and have them running for loo
• that's what they do anyways, puke a lot, when they see me making a move.
• Make a move mom, I think I'm willing to quit
• your son isn't just good enough....
• Call it my last word, I'll prefer that its the final bar that i spit...
• Hope you will remember that you made a mistake
• by giving me birth, but I'll always love maa, but this time, its too much to take
• So with lots of love, I "sign off" with this letter
• because I'v to "sign up" for the Eddy's,
• maybe funeral might make me look better....