DEFENDER'S RAP

• You can't even begin to understand my strory
• It's way gory,and if you listen you can see that i am slowly pissing it out
• I gre wup in the suburbs of the south
• And now i'll open my mouth
• Mu memories will effect me for centuries
• And it never seems like anyone be hearing what i say
• So read what i fear as i lay these lyrics today
• Just take a look at my mother and all of those guys i call brother\
• We once were innocent and ow we close to prison and shit
• You can understand why she is a permanent fixture in my lyrical mixture
• beaten abused and neglected all the pain was beginning to collect
• Never did see the check she said sent
• And she bent on getting money she forgot to repent
• if it was up to me she'd go to hell
• I was like seven and then i was transported to heaven
• My dad came to reclaim with the intention to help
• Now ten years later i'm the psychotic chaotic idiotic illuminatic product who never got cited for misconduct
• PTSD and OCD later still deal wih her and i hate her
• She keeping silent which keeps me from beginning violent
• To be blunt she doesn't give a fuck about me
• and i gotta thank her for creating the future of white rappers