CHALLENGER'S RAP

• CHORUS
• My tendency for my dependency, it's offending me, it's always
• upending me, I've always been pretending to be so strong and free
• from this dependency, but can't you see it's killing me.
• VERSE 1
• I was not created in the likeness of no fraud, this hell is something
• scary, I prefer my loving god.
• Ashes to ashes or dust to dust, i'm getting closer to my god, so I
• can clutch what I cant touch.
• As a rival to the way I see, I know the bible never let me be.
• I'm no threat to my own survival, spiritual battle meddles on inside
• my head as I struggle with denial.
• I've got this burning feeling in my gut, my body's aching, as I've been
• stuck in a rut of dislogic and smut.
• I'm enabled and labeled as user and abuser, lord what's the matter
• I know I'm lost, my life is a disaster, yes i need a answer.
• show me how to change and rearrange my life.
• give me a vision, make me understand stop look and listen, help
• me find myself a new ambition.
• then i'll discover and rise from this gutter. i'll feel no sorrow, feel no
• shame, come tomorrow i'll feel no pain.
• release is my peace, too much crying, too much grief, I was sick of
• trying way beyond belief.
• Now i'm on my knees begging please, please release me from these
• evil chains of captivity that has a hold of me.
• CHORUS
• My tendency for my dependency, it's offending me, it's always been
• upending me, as i've always been pretending to be so strong and free
• from this dependency, but can't you see it's killing me.
• VERSE 2
• to anyone that might be listening, your not born into sin that's been
• descending from demented men.
• from the faces and places where they've been.
• Choices are for one and all, and all we are is leaves that fall to ground,
• all around, yes I've been lost, but now i've been found.
• Adoring, exploring and soaring thru life.
• amassing, surpassing, now im asking what is life.
• I believe it's a moment in time that we all receive.
• so don't abuse it, misuse it, or construe it, as the tension may be
• growing and flowing way to fast.
• The fire burns higher and hot, how long can it last.
• As the flames keep burning, my mind keeps turning, as i'm searching
• high and low to the depths of my soul, my life is like a prison, no parole
• no control.
• I'm living in a mental cave, throwing all my emotions in a grave, is
• there anyone listening to me anyway.
• can't you see me skemon like a demon, I know you hear me screamin
• sitting in this fire, i'm the silent testifier, praying to be higher is my one
• true desire.
• now i'm on my knees once again begging please, please release from
• the evil chains of captivity that has a hold of me.
• CHORUS...
• As my tendency for my dependency, it's offending me,
• it's always been upending me, as i've always been pretending to be
• so strong and free from this dependency
• but can't you see it's killing me, KILLING ME