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CHALLENGER'S RAP

  • Im outside alone and its so cold, just like the words you said for told,
  • im so confused, I don’t know what to do,
  • the voices in my head are telling me that im going to loose,
  • if you look into my eyes you’ll see the pain that I hide,
  • most nights I cry myself to sleep because of all the negatives that were told to me,
  • I start to feel numb inside, so I decide to pull out my blade one more time,

DEFENDER'S RAP

  • //Start at (00:33),
  • Arguments and disagreements,
  • Razor blades, and missing alcoholic beverages,
  • Misunderstanding, judgement and hatred,
  • Depression and threats all coming in the same package,
  • See, me and my dad... Hah, me and my dad.
  • Pshh, that's a relationship every boy is supposed to have,
  • But me and my dad, that relationship is crap,
  • That's one person I can walk away from and never look back at,
  • Me and rap? That's a goal my dad never supported,
  • But rap was the only thing that ever made me feel comforted,
  • He tried to pull me back and get me to focus on scholarships,
  • Guess what that earned him? The Number 1 Dad Award
  • will not be awarded to him, he can count himself invisible in my life,
  • Forgiveness will not come out of my eyes for as long as I'm alive,
  • As soon as me and Kamila become husband and wife,
  • I'm gone, I'll never think about it twice,
  • If I become famous, then on tour imma skip Chicago,
  • Just so that my dad has nowhere to go, and nowhere to follow,
  • Maybe then he'll realize how long my heart has been hollow,
  • I truly hope that's one jagged pill to swallow,
  • Sincerely your son, Eric,
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  • I remember the night so clearly, anger was fueling up inside me,
  • Suddenly I threw my four notebooks on the couch, in front of them,
  • They said, "What are these about?", I said my whole life is inside of them!
  • The place all my anger, confusion, love and passion is hidden in!
  • View me as a disgrace cause I hurt the family name cause my grades ain't passin,
  • You get mad and after that you try to act like nothing happened,
  • When in fact every day all my heart ever does is blacken,
  • Thinkin' that you control me and you try to bash on my passion,
  • FUCK YOU! Rap is the only reason I'm still livin'
  • or a rope would've sent me the opposite direction of heaven,
  • You read through my texts about how suicide was an open option,
  • Instead you progressed with your day and made it something to forget,
  • Some reasons of how you constantly bring hell to my life:
  • You hate my girlfriend, you want me to push her out of my life,
  • Try to make me think that work is the reason I'm alive,
  • You aren't my parents, just two people I'm trying to shove out of my life,

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